A woman unashamed

Yes, it is true, I am hormonal. The moment I started feeling like I was lost, I should have realized that it was “that time of the month.” I just have to laugh sometimes. I start checking my spiritual front like I’m going into battle. I start rebuking things and sloughing off whatever I’ve picked up from other places. The picture I have of this process is as follows:

I wake up sensing something is off. I then sniff around to see if there is a fire; finding that currently there is no fire, I start looking around to make sure everything is in its place. Still seeing nothin wrong, I immediately put on my battle armor and sharpen my swords. I mount my horse and head for the battle field - prepared for the battle against hell that is inevitably at hand. I get tired on the way, but I push through it. When I finally reach the battle field, I expect to see the hordes of hell lined up for the attack. But what do I actually see? My uterus, not only is it just hanging out, but its saying - just cry, eat some chocolate, and go to bed, it will be alright in the morning.

Oh yeah, sometimes I feel like a fool for not realizing what is really going on. But then again, I guess it is better to check out what is really happening in the spirit first and then move to natural reasons. I don’t know, I’m just a hormonal woman on her period, thats all.

By the way, my kitchen is making noises and I don’t know why…maybe the gnomes are coming to get me. Then again, maybe not.

Ummm…my front door was locked and I just heard a noise. I went to the door and the door knob had unlatched but the lock had kept it from opening. Im only a little freaked :-/

Today is ascension day, the day that Jesus ascended into Heaven. I heard about a miracle that happened today. Its a super long story, so I will make it brief.

I know someone who is trying to open a mission down south. She has been trying to find a way for three years to buy this house down there that she actually built a long time ago. She finally has the chance to buy it, but she needed $3,700 for a down payment on it. She fasted and prayed for a week, looked for other jobs that would pay more, and waited to see how the Lord was going to pay the deposit.

Well today, someone random (who had heard somewhere what she was trying to do down there) walked up to her at work and told her that they are going to pay her deposit!!!!!!! $3,700 out of nowhere!!!! GOD IS SO GOOD!!!!

HAPPY ASCENSION DAY!!!!

Hurting, Angry, Lonely, Tired - these are the red flags to look for when you feel like you want to give up, make drastic changes, or emotionally break down.

Right now, I am very tired and hurting. All I want to do is go back to bed and forget about the rest of my life. But I know that as soon as the pain goes away and I get some coffee or sleep, I will be as happy as can be.

I’m not worried, I have been on this path before. I was just thinking about how I used to over react to things because I did not know that I was being told to H.A.L.T. and reassess the situation.

So now, I will stop and provide my body with whatever it needs. When its all better, I know that the proverbial sun will come back out. But in all this, I have not lost my joy. My joy is not dependent on me, but only on Jesus. He is my joy and He never leaves.

So when you need to H.A.L.T., remember that your joy is still with you.

-Peace to you

Happy mothers day to all of you mothers. I don’t normally post things about what day it is, but today is different. Mothers, you are beyond amazing. You shape and form us, our character, and our values. You nurture us when we are sick, teach us when we are young and old, find us when we are lost in Wal Mart, and love us no matter what we do. You are the reason why we are here. Thank you for keeping us safe in your wombs and hearts. Thank you for sacrificing so much so that we may live. I love you!

When you’re looking at Tumblr on you phone and wonder if someone has called you…so you search for your phone in your purse…yeah, that just happened

So, I’m looking for a new car. Thinking about a Ford Focus. I have always like the Focus and am thinking about it being my new form of transportation. I have read the reviews online, but would like to hear from you. What do you think?

Its raining today. It has been raining all day and hasn’t stopped!!!!! Praise Jesus!!! I’m sitting outside, watching it fall, wearing a hoody! Its May, in Texas, and I’m wearing a hoody!! Looks like there has been a shift, or will soon be a shift, from El nina (dry dry dry) to El Nino (wet wet wet)!!

I think this is a manifestation if what is happening in the spirit. No more dryness and death, only life giving rain! Provision and answers from heaven.

I’ve been learning (the hard way) that I can get all the answers I need from Heaven. I don’t need to seek other people’s opinions to find out what I need to do. I can ask Papa, and He can highlight my steps before me.

It just takes one step at a time. I don’t need the big picture, I just need to know the next step, or if I just need to wait.

Today I am waiting, and I just got a picture that I would like to share with you. Just like the rain is falling from the sky and I’m surrounded by worship, I see Heaven pouring in life to my Spirit man. I have the strength to accomplish what I need to do today, and that is it. Tomorrow, Heaven will fill me up with the strength to face what will happen tomorrow. Every day, I receive what I need from Heaven, directly from the thrown of God. I see it as my manna, but it is new and different every day!!

I love the freshness of the Holy Spirit!!

-Peace to you as you are filled by Holy Spirit!!